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hey, im talking to you.

i neeeed to share this song.
because, this is so so close to my heart.
in fact, i actually feel like this IS me.
this is what i am all the time,
& finally a song that represents how i feel so much.

i wanted to highlight parts of the lyrics where i feel really strong about,
like what i would do for other lyrics,
but i realised, i ended up highlighting every single line.

i will attempt to do a direct translation,
so you can understand directly how i feel.

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张惠妹 - 分生
Zhang Hui Mei - Fen Sheng

一个我像不会累一直往前
一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝
我不确定几个我住在心里面
偶尔像敌人偶尔像姐妹
(there's this me that can just keep going & not feel tired at all,
& another me who is hurting so much that i can barely move.
im not sure how many different persons live within my heart,
sometimes they are foes, sometimes like sisters.)

一个我在网路上朋友一堆
一个我在房间里独自面对
灰色的音乐塞满黑夜 High的像麻醉
好让翻搅的胃安静一点忘了全世界
(there's this me who has lots of friends over the internet,
& another me, who locks up in her room feeling lonely.
listening to the music through the night, feeling numb from being high,
so that i can get some peace from the rest of the world.)

*
分裂前的热泪分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁越防备像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎分裂后的假面
不快乐不伤悲情绪埋藏成了地雷等待爆裂
(the emotional tears before schizophrenia, & the coldness after,
the more i love, the more i guard against, just like a weak porcupine.
the heartbreaking moments during schizophrenia, & the strong front after,
im not happy, im not sad, the emotions within building up like a mime, waiting to explode.)

一个我相信用心会被感觉
一个我大喊真心会被欺骗
开始的热烈不停奉献后来剩决裂
谎言吞噬了心带来刺痛撕裂的蜕变
(there's this me, who believes that as long as i make the effort, it can be felt,
& another me, who says her sincerity has been used & cheated.
the warmth at the beginning, continuous devotion, leading to only rupture
lies has engulfed my heart, bringing only stabbing & tearing pain while morphing.)

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